Saturday, March 21, 2009

High School

Gila, pusing gua. Mkirin sekolah..... I have to make some tough decisions, and I'm a thinker. Hard thinker, and it seems that... the desicion, doesn't let me to think about it too long damn it! It's a bout choosing to which High School I want to go to. And it's har... UGH DARN IT! AAAARRRGGHHH!!!......... So look, here's the thing, gue udah daftar ke SMA Al - izhar terus alhamdulillah diterima. Terus..... kan gue juga mau coba Labsky, eh iya gua baru inget, ternyata Al - izhar udah harus bayar tgl 27 sementara Labsky tes tanggal 29, dan gua itu tanggal 27 gak di Jakartaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Monyet................ Yang membuat gue sangat bingung, di Al - izhar gue diterima, tapi gila bok gua gak kenal siapa siapa jeng..... nah kalo labsky, gak tau diterima di sana apa gak wong tes aja urung kok, tapi semua yang gue kenal ada disana, mksdnya temen2 gue pada masuk sana semua. Kenapa gue sangat mementingkan masalah teman. Karena gue pernah mengalami semacam, kegagalan pertemanan yang membuat gue jadi berfikir 2x setiap bertindak, dan itu merupakan pengalaman dan pelajaran hidup, dan mengulangi kesalahan yang sama gak ada di kamus gue karena sosialisasi merupakan aspek penting, jadi ini merupakan step yang besar buat gue... karena kalo sampe salah pilih, gue gak bisa balik lagi kan....... "AH GILA NIH! ANJRIT". Gitu gua pikir sebelomnya. Tapi tadi, after going through a long thinking mode, I've made my decisions. I see, that life, needs sureness, faith and high probability to keep it going on, so... I'll take Al - izhar. I've got sureness and faith, though I know no one from that school, let's just face it. Kegagalan merupakan keberhasilah yang tertunda jadi toh kalaupun gue disana tak berteman, what can I do. Yaudah.. gitu. Toh things can work out. Things change. Jadi, let's just see what I will face there, I'll leave it all to God, Fate, and myself. Ya kan.. Yang memutuskan sesuatu buat gue kan gue sendiri, orang lain punya apa buat ikut campur.... AAAAAH NYANYI AJA DEEH

And you're the kind of girl I think of
And you're the kind of girl I dream about
My heart is telling me that I need you in my world... In my world
Cause you're my kind of lady... You're my kind of girl..... HUAA

-My Kind Of Girl by Brian Mcknight ft. Justin Timberlake

Eh itu lady and girl-nya ganti jd boy semua hahahahaha emang gua nikung apa haha

2 komentar:

Marsya said...

Temenin gue masuk Al Izharrrr

Carina's Blog said...

IYA DONG HAHAHA