Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Flat Face

Bapap parabab parapap parabab barapap parararap parararabab.

Hhhh...
Look here's the thing.
I just got home from school around like 2 o'clock. And I feel terrible.... And oh why my lady?

Pertama, setiap saya melihat wajah wajah teman teman saya 1 angkatan, saya merasa sedih.. sedih.. sedih. Karena saya tahu, wajah wajah itu semua hanya bisa saya nikmati selama kurang dari 1 bulan lagi... setelah itu saya akan menikmati wajah wajah dedemit dedemit tajir

Kedua, saya merasa sangat tidak enjoy dalam belajar di sebuah mata pelajaran. Gurunya itu loh, sensiiiiiiiiiii sekali sama saya. Saya kalo dikelas suka gak fokus, saya sering meperhatikan tangan saya menggambar, eh! Ditegur. (wak wak wawawawawawww). Bukannya saya sombong ya, tapi yaudahlah ya gua kan juga gak berisik, gak pam pam cuap kiri kanan. Gua cuma gambar. Udah. Gambar itu sesuatu yang gak bisa saya tinggalkan, meskipun dipaksa, tangan bakalan begerak sendiri. Yang bikin beliau marah adalah karena saya tidak fokus ke soal yang sedang dibahas dan saat ditanya jawabannya saya ling lung...... Wajar sih marah, cuma gua gak suka dia suka nyindir dan cara marahnya itu, bikin orang pengen protes. Ya gua dibilang inilah itulah... Padahal,....... gua cuma gambar. Udah. Dan hal itu tadi terjadi dikelas yang membuat saya diam sepanjang pelajaran.

Ketiga, saya jatuh cinta sama lagunya Oren Lavie yang A Quarter Past Wonderful. Di Limewire, gak ada. Di 4shared, gak ada. Di bee mp3, gak ada. Tau dah mau cari dimana lagi yang bisa download gratis... Boleh dong kalo punya gue minta. Itu akan sangat menolong gua juga sekalian karena pekerjaan yang tidak bisa saya selesaikan hari ini bikin saya takut............ Takut gak bisa tidur... kepikiran.

Keempat, teman teman saya dari kubu pria tadi ingin nebeng. Udah lumayan lama gua gak bener bener ngobrol sama mereka dan membuat kehidupan sekolah saya tidak seimbang. Tapi saya tidak bisa membiarkan mereka nebeng. Karena jalan saya dan tujuan mereka lain arah. Saya kecewa karena kehilangan kesempatan berbicara dengan makhluk makhluk itu, saya merasa masih tidak seimbang.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

IDK how to say these

I've got nothing to say about this. I'm speechless, and it's too sad to be remembered, THAT I'M GONNA PART WITH MY FRIENDS IN LESS THAN A MONTH... LESS!!!!!!!! I don't know guys, I don't think I can survive this. I mean... It's too sad to leave you all after all that we've been through... Hard times, Bad times, Good times.. GREATER TIMES...... It's to difficult to face the fact that, I AM gonna leave you all very soon. It's..... unbelieveable to be honest. I'm not being to much or so so a drama queen, it's just that... it thought it will never happen! I thought we're gonna be together forever. And then I realize that it's impossible for us to be together forever.......... Ah gila. I don't know... I will cry in our graduation ceremony, I will... Angkatan 15 aku akan terus tresno karo koe kabeh.... MUAHAHA B). AND, NOT GONNA MISS ALL OF MY BESTEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE LOT SPACE THAT EVER EXISTED?! NO! I'M GONNA MISS THEM LIKE... A LOT. >,__<.......... I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE YOU GUYS!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO BE SEPERATED FROM YOU GUYS!!! Okay, it's not gonna work. Avi, Wulan, Miranti, Key, Fara, Butet, Nanda, Andin R, Cape, Lisa......... I've got something to say to you guys...

I cannot believe myself when I know that we're gonna seperate from each other in less than a month.. It's trully unbelieveable.. I thought we're gonna be together forever? But what? Fate says it all. We are not.

But, as a matter of fact, things will work out right? Though I know I won't survive without you guys......... (Oh My God it's so hard to say it all to be honest..........) It's just that, I don't want to leave you all. I want to stick with you (I'm sure you guys don't want to be sticked together with me HAHAHA you'll be like haunted by me)........ It's just that, you guys are more than irreplaceable. You guys, Let me, to be your friends, and were with me through the sorrowest time of my life. You guys accept me for who I am, you let me joke around, you let me laugh, you tell me it's not funy when my jokes're not funny. You bring me the joy that I've been looking for. You let me share. You let me live, and stand. And those kinds of friends is hard to find. When I found out that you guys are like treasures, I feel like I'm not gonna stop to cherish you all, and then I know, that it'll be very disturbing, HAHAHA. But... there no more good words to express my love for you. You guys are too good to be true, too good to be with. And, soon, we all gonna face a new life for each other's greater good. Like I said, things will work out. We will still be friends no matter what right? It's just a matter of school, and school is a matter of place. Don't make it as a blocker, our relationship is invinsible. I just want to say, I won't forget to contact each of you all, and I hope you do the same. Frequently, we'll meet right? Every month.. or 2 weeks, or once every 3 days... who knows. And we'll have some more new friend I bet. And one more thing, it's very inportant, when I see you someday, I will greet you, but if you don't greet me back, I'll punch you right away in your face, twice. HAHAHA. Don't worry, only once. Okay, I'm not gonna talk more about this cause you'll be sick of it. In the end, I love you guys, thank you for everything, you guys are the bestest that ever existed, and may God bless you for everything you do forever and ever. One more thing, Joker said, in their last moments, people show you who they relly are. So I want no more pretending in the way you act at school alright?

Those words up there are a couple of things I'd say about you. What's yours to say about me?

Love, now and always,
Carina

Indie.. Indie.. Indie..

Saya sangat menyukai band band indie. Saya menyukai lagu lagu dari band band indie, yang mungkin kamu gak akan suka. Saya suka band band Indie udah lama. Tapi karena baru pada seneng, jadinya baru saya ungkapkan. Idola saya akan band band Indie ada berjuta juta (banyaklah pokoknya). Saya paling suka Alphabeat, Attic Lights, The Fratellis (saya selalu cinta kepadamuuu main dong di Indonesiaaaa!), Copeland, Chester French (sayang sekali Chester French sudah mulai terkenal :'p ), Kaiser Chiefs (yang ini juga udah banyak yang tau, dasar), Oasis, The Turtles (mana album barunya maaaas ditunggu), Scissor Sisters, The Cardigans, Ash (Ash, aku tresno karo koe), The Last Shadow Puppets, The Kooks, Travis (mana albumnyaaaaaaaa), Tahiti 80 (until now ya mas, Happy End gak bisa saya lepasin), The Script dan yang udah gak indie tapi saya masih suka: Radiohead.... dan lain lainnya yang masih akan saya telusuri.
Why I love Indie? Lagu lagu yang saya pilih dari band band tersebut sangaaaat enak. Enjoyable, Memorizeable, and to me, it's Loveable. Dan yang paling paling paling paling paling saya suka, itu adalah lagunya The Fratellis yang Flathead. GAK BAKALAN BISA SAYA TOLAAAAK!

(search the song on my playlist)
Flatehead -The Fratellis

Well just because she feeds me well
And she made me talk dirty in a pink hotel
Doesn't mean she's got eyes for me
She might just want my bones you see
And hey flathead don't you get mean
She's the second best killer that I ever have seen
It don't come much more sick than you
I could go on if you want me to
It's just so wrong so very nice
And I told you once and you killed me twice
Saw you one time at the back of the club
Chewing on glass and a ticket stub

Still I heard you kicked the boy till he bled
And you stood and said oh my god till she said
Bada bap pada da da badada da da da da da bada bap pada da da da. [x4]

Well everybody knows you're the one to call
When the girls get ugly on the back of the wall
Josephine says you got a bleedin nose
Takin' it with her wherever she goes
And hey flathead don't check me in
Well hers is a tonic and mine is a gin
They don't come much more slick than you
I'd drive your car if you ask me to

Said the boy's not right in the head
And you stood and got a kickin instead till she said
Bada bap pada da da badada da da da da da bada bap pada da da da. [x4]...

And she said the boy's not right in the head
And you stood and said oh my god til she said...
Bada bap pada da da badada da da da da da bada bap pada da da da. [x4]

other recomendation: Goodbye Mr. A (The Hoosiers), Wendy (Attic Lights), Don't Look Back In Anger (Oasis), Happy End (Tahiti 80), You Can't Have It All (Ash), So Happy Together (The Turtles), What Is Happening (Alphabeat)



Attic Lights


Chester French


The Hoosiers


The Last Shadow Puppets (familiar with the left one?)



Ash


Alphabeat

Tahiti 80


Oasis


Kaiser Chiefs


The Fratellis


The Cardigans


Scissor Sisters


Travis


The Kooks


Radiohead


The Script

Saturday, April 4, 2009

What Was In Michelle Obama's Head?

Hahahahahahaha bodoh sekali tindakan Michelle Obama saat mengunjungi Ratu Elizabeth II di Inggris. Pertama, handshake. Terus ngomong ngomong ngomong, udah mulai sok akrab tu orang sama The Queen. EH TIBA TIBA DIA MERANGKUL SANG RATU o.O (OW OW OW OW). Kan itu melanggar Royal Protocol, meskipun dalam tindakan yang paling halus. Tapi tetep aja gak boleh. Ratu Inggris yang bertahta lewat keturunan darah biru sama First Lady yang baru First Time jadi First Lady dan First Time Meeting The Queen Elizabeth In Person.... Mungkin dia ngerasa udah jadi siapaaa gitu ya jadinya bebas bebas aje, atau dia emang gak tau ada protocol2an segala kalo mau peluk peluk The Queen hahahahaha. Tapi, The Queen-nya nyante aja sih. Dia malah membalas balik merangkul Michelle Obama yang hampir satu kaki lebih tinggi dari sang Ratu. Yang shock itu orang orang yang disekitarnya. Bayangin, No one-including the ladies in-waiting standing nearby, could believe their eyes. In 57 years, The Queen has never been seen to make that kind of gesture and it is certainly againts all protocol to touch her......... Gila gak si Michelle Obama. Tapi emang Michelle Obama pemeluk segala. Semua semua dipelukkin hahahahaha. Maaf maaf aja, gue dari awal emang kurang suka sama Michelle. Ini udah kesalahan yang First Lady buat keberapa gitu pokoknya udah lebih dari 1. Haha. Yasudahlah. Sudah terjadi dan toh The Queen-nya sante sante aja. Tapi emang banyak yang bilang kalau Michelle mebuat citra-nya seperti orang bodoh.... hihihi.

It started with a hand-shake

The she hugs her!

And again... (Her Majesty replied her gesture, but I think she was also wondering why haha)

And again..... -____- ni orang gak sadar - sadar

Friday, April 3, 2009

Adithia Sofyan, Aku Tresno Karo Koe

Saya sudah menyukai Adithia Sofyan sebelum Raditya Dika memasukkan lagunya yang berjudul Adelaide Sky ke film terbarunya itu. Saya tidak sengaja membuka sebuah video dari Adithia di Youtube sekitar bulan Agustus 2008. Video itu berjudul Invisible. Saya langsung jatuh cinta dan menyembah permainan gitarnya. Suaranya yang mendayu dayu mengikuti tiap petikan senar yang dia mainkan dengan penuh kecanggihan. Suaranya menggema ke seluruh sudut ruangan setiap saya memutar lagunya lewat iTunes saya. Pas saya tahu Adelaide Sky mau dimasukkin ke Kambing Jantan, saya langsung tertarik, akan dimasukkan ke scene apakah lagu tersebut. Sedihnya, jujur saja, sampai sekarang saya belum nonton -_________-. Karena Adelaide Sky dan Invisible tidak jarang membuat saya termehek mehek saat mendengarnya. Dan tidak jarang pula saya menjadi gila karena lagu lagu Adithia. Pokoke, Adithia, aku tresno karo koeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

URL Adithia Sofyan
Invisible:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twhf4sv-918
Adelaide Sky: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VqcPMtJnvF4


KOK GUA MAU MASUKKIN VIDEO DARI YOUTUBE KE POSTING GAK BISA?! HTML-NYA TIDAK BISA DITERIMA BLEBLEBLE...... MENYEBALKAN. Kenapa cuma bs URL doang? Kan gak seroe....

Sing with me, the song is on my playlist down the page

Invisible -Adithia Sofyan
Traffic jam city streets forget about the rest
Your sanity will be put to the test
Client call repeatedly they want another change
Some idiots just can’t make up their minds

*Well I would if you want to go
Just sail away from this madness
Where we will remain invisible

I wonder if what future holds will never gonna come
We’re sitting here waiting like a fool
Photographs I stumbled on they scattered on the floor
They’re memories that haunt you from it’s grave

(*)

Global warming’s the thing now everybody’s in
If you’re not green you better not be seen
Armageddon, crystal ball, Jesus reappears
They’re prophecies of world comes to an end

Well I would if you want to go
Just disappear from this madness
Yeah I would if you want to go
Where we will remain invisible

....

So here's the thing. I came home around like 2 o'clock, as usual. And my mind came up of something. Something I have always wondering for myself. How can I have such a boring... siclus of life. My life is boring. It's just going on and on and on like the day before so it's not taking me anywhere. Not that I hate it, well, I need improvements. I feel like a little nowhere girl trying to be Kimora Lee.. and failed. It's not chalenging..... So I'm still stuck here wondering why I have a boring life.. I have this vision, you see.. that maybe someday I would be like.. sombody and create change.. No, that is not gonna happen unless I do something to my, again, boring boring boring boring life. I don't hate school. It's just school is also boring. I'm tired of papers, and tests. Why not we learn in the hallway? Or maybe change those portofolios into a pop quiz about recent gossips. That's awsome... just as if it will happen.. I don't know......................................... I wish that right now someone will ring my bell and wake me up because if a giant bunless wiener's head got sucked into an ice cream stand while a 10 mile queue have been mumbling for the past few months because they can't get their vanilla choco top sprinkles ice cream served specialy by the handsome ice cream man and got blocked by that wiener which can't get out for some reason so we have to eat it all together until it runs out of patience...................................................... I'M FRUSTATED BECAUSE OF BORENESS. OH MY GOD.



Kubagi apa yang bisa kubagi
Kuberi apa yang bisa kuberi
Kukasih apa yang bisa kukasih
Kucarikan apa yang bisa kucarikan
Kutolong apa yang bisa kutolong
Kulakukan apa yang bisa kulakukan
Kunyanyikan apa yang bisa kunyanyikan
Kukatakan apa yang bisa kukatakan
Kukejar apa yang bisa kukejar
Tapi
Akan kutulis apa yang bisa kupikirkan, sekarang

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

FASHION DESIRE o.O

Sometimes I just can't get the hottest must have things in fashion (or should I say, usually -__-). But that doesn't slow me down for being a true fashionista. Cause guess what. I have some wishlist of my own from the world of fashion. And I think this might affect some people in a certain kinda way...

MustHaveThing 1: Leather Jacket
I've been wanting to have one, I bribe my parents to search for one.. well together. But um.. I heard that my dad had one.. BUT THERE WAS NO LEATHER JACKET IN HIS CLOSET. So I'm gonna look it up for myself in Pull and Bear or ZARA, with my own money of course! To make it easier hahaha.

Mary-kate and Ashley Olsen are my true inspiration... I'd knee for them.. They're just ultracool

MustHaveThing 2: (of course) Brown Boots
I found one in Singapore, but.. It cost more than a million rupiahs -______________-. It's so sad... Well, I'm gonna look it out too, pray for me and wish me luck haha, this is totally a must have! (And soo not the black one!)

I want the flat and the heeled ones.. Oh God help me

MustHaveThing 3: An Electric Blue Something
This is very very everlasting. Electric in your outfit is so happening. I want a top, a skirt, a dress, shoes, and a jacket!

I need one.

MustHaveThing 4: A Brown Whatsoever Belt
The Belt doesn't have to be tini tiny, but you can also wear the braided one, or the flat one. As long as it's brown. Mix it with jeans, dress, but I like to mix it with a loose top and a short.

It's so cool

MustHaveThing 5: Micro Short Jeans
I've been wanted to have one for years! But... The only thing that blocks me out is that, my father told me that, that kinda pants, CANNOT be wearing in Indonesia... And what I hate about that, for some reason it's true................. God Damn It.
And please, No Dark Denim! Light one please..


AREN'T THEY THE COOLEST?! >__<


But, (yeah, there's a but, there always be) you should be choosy with what kind of micro jeans you're wearing, IT HAVE TO BE SUITABLE or you might get something like this


MustHaveThing 6: Green, Red, Black, Blue Blazer
I have the black one. And I want the green one muahahaha. I love to wear it with a T shirt or a dress.... You just never see me wearing one :P They're the best..

I've always loved them

MustHaveThings 7: Bright Pashmina
I Have One! Actually, it's my favorite thing because it's not hard to find, not expensive, not hard to apply, and suitable for any outfit!


God, I love them!

MustHaveThing 9: Striped Shirt, and Zebra!
I have.. 3! Hahaha. Mix it with a black short or an edgy look, or maybe andorgini.

Love them.... Zebra's so in

MustHaveThing 10: White T - Shirt (DUH?!) It's obvious why you have to have one. And, plain one would be better, if not, then okay too :P The Icon? Simon Cowell of course.

It's been always the Fashion Almighty

In the end these Olsen looks are what I've been trying to do


One Of The Olsen Look That I've Accomplish:



And last, pray that my parents don't see this, they're gonna claim that I'm so consumtive... -______- It torns me apart when sometimes I have to face the fact that my parents tell me that there's more to live... so I don't have to have all of these things......... sometimes I want to tell them that, I just.. do, things. No plans. Why so serious?